whatever....
have nothing in mind now to tell you guys.
but i just feel like writing...
got no one to call and nothing to work on to
so...that figures.
was just thinking... why is it so hard to be darn so happy?
I never wanted anything that seems impossibel for it to happen.
just want to find the right one for me..
well of course i have this mr perfect in mind. ... but as they say.. mr perfect is not always mr right.(this sayin cuts me so deep coz it reminds me of my real love interest: hi D.A.D.) he IS my Mr. perfect but I guess he 's never gonna be my Mr. Right. We are earth's pole apart for goodness sake!!! and he is pretty busy with his stuff now... Not to mention his girls (ugh!) that hurts a lot. he just doesn't know how much he means to me. Well... have no right to demand for his time and attention and love and... everythin... just simply because I don't have any tiny rights of him. (whew) that draws a tear on my eyes... but still.. I'm glad, that's an understatement, that he still remembers to write me sometimes. I know what you're thinkin guys. That i should get over him, that i deserve someone better, someone who can give me love and everythin but, then again... i love him... very much. sounds cheesy huh? well.. .am a filipina... what can you expect...and i love him for god's sake! try to be in my shoes. guess you american people just find it cheesy to say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH to your love ones huh? It's still the sweetest word for me. hope someday, i 'll hear that words from someone who is truely meant for me. and I do really hope that 's you hun..
thanks for wastin yur time reading this crap guys...
i kinda feel better now.. i guess.
til next time.
Watch the sky as the raven flies high!!!
